I forget if I like you or not.

Do you know what I would be really excited for?

Multiple "happy days" in a row.

I haven't had that in a while.

It's not anyone's fault, really.

So. Sometimes I think its mine.

But I don't try to be this way. I just am. I'm me. I forget to smile sometimes.

I wish I was better at emotions. I'm just not. I'm much better with yours, than I am with mine.

• I wish people could understand the way I think. I don't think many people do.
• I wish people would stop assuming they understand the way I think. So many people think they can.

I wish loving someone involved great communication.  I wish I loved to communicate. Because, I don't.

I love to be with people. But mostly, thats because I want to hold your hand. Or, because I'm afraid of being by myself.

I hate being around people. I hate watching people perform there little acts, and I'm the only one who knows your lying. I always know when you're lying. But it doesn't matter until you change.

I wish I had everything I want. I wish I wasn't selfish. But most of all, I wish I wasn't a paradox.